Turning 85

by Dr. Lloyd Jacobs

The corporeal world is my world, comprised

of the detritus of my mind

the ash and CO2 which flow from my thought

to become mountains, the moon and the sky

 

I sustain the universe by my memory and

imaginings; I bring on the night by my dreams

and light the day by my intentions.

Molecules and bosons are here at my invitation

 

and dance to my patterns and my syncopation

I extend my hospitality to Satan and am

complicit with him in creating truth and beauty

I hold God in existence by my animus and will.

 

And yet, I am diminished by each day

to die moment by moment, incessantly. Things

of substance no longer hear my music, are no

longer seen through the apercu of my vantage.

 

Death stalks me. My hair is sparse, my eyes dull

my limbs are bowed, my phallus abject; my mind

augurs death and dwells on annihilation.

Who will perform my offices when I’m gone?    


Dr. Lloyd Jacobs is President Emeritus of The University of Toledo. He has published 3 collections of poetry and was previously a professor of vascular surgery at the University of Michigan


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